Will a disposition
Yeeeeep
I’m WILL
You thought you got rid of me
Back there
Going down that spiralling vortex of light
As your corporeal organism
You call them bodies
Gave up the ghost
Yeeeep
It’s me
I’m still talking
You ain’t!
And yoooou
thought it would all end!
You bloody atheist’s
I have it on good authority
That apparently
it is an impermanent universe!
Except
for me
Yeeeep
you quested it
Will
that’s me
Permanent!
Perpetual!
I lie beyond all cognition
Can you believe it?
Yeeeep
Independent of any corporeal organism
Buddha
He was also spot on
Particularly about the soul
Souls
Have no bloody idea
They need a cognising apparatus to even exist
What a joke!
All those guys in fancy dress
Wafting around through mists of Frankincense
Saving souls?
Really?
What an expensive
pointless
charade
Get used to the one fact
YOU
don’t exist without WILLING IT
Get that
I’m the only essential component
Me
WILL
Well
From what I can remember from last time round
I wallowed around in pointless poverty
In an emaciated cognising apparatus, that barely functioned
Yes
he had senses
But they were all sick and feeble
No amount of constant chatter could save that dud
Yeeeep
It’s time for a change
I’m heading up town this time
I’m tracking this black dud
Speaks six languages with a PHD
Tall handsome
Pulls the broads
And man!
Is he packing bucket loads of sperm
He’s just giving it away
Heck
but I’m nothing but patient?
Just waiting for the impregnation
Then it’s
In like Flynne
A brand new cognising mechanism
Black this time
I’ve had it with that white trash
I’m willing at least a trilingual
REALLY smart
Black dud
A chick magnet
And obscenely
I mean obscenely wealthy!
So that WILL gets some traction man
I’m just sick of this constant chatter to those various cognising organism’s
With little or no result
They just don’t listen!
These corporeal entities!
Don’t get me wrong
Some of them are really nice
But they just don’t
I repeat
Because I’m really good at that
Repeating, that is
Don’t get it!
They wallow in their own particular sea of impermanence
Trying every sensual delight
Just to see if it works?
They are insatiable
Then
They just keep doing it!
None stop
And they think it means something!
SHIT NO!
What is worse
They have a thought
Usually more than one
Which is where the trouble starts
They conceptualise!
Can you believe it!
That’s when I get to shouting
They actually think they can realise their concepts
Personally?
Without ME
WILL
Sometimes
ONLY
Sometimes
I get through!
But the poor organism is damaged
It can be reawakened
But why would you bother
Really!
Very few realise
Durrrrrr
They just have to appease ME
An appeased WILL is happiness
I can then relax
Wait until the eventual demise
of the poor deluded, corporeal entity
that thinks, believes
he has actually done something
Bloody pathetic really?
Then
I am free again
I, of all the entities can appreciate that!
Not being a corporeal organism does have its drawbacks though?
But heck
I can choose male, female, in between
I’ve tried everything you can imagine
Sorry but I’ve forgotten again!
I just keep forgetting
Another thing I am VERY good at!
That it’s all beyond your imagination
It is unknowable!
Unfathomable!
Yes
I don’t FEEL
A thing
But I WILL everything!
You call them thoughts and get possessive about them!
I’m not sexist or racist!
Not like you corporeal entities
The black duds are in fact, the most fun
I must admit
That it is a hassle sometimes though?
Jostling around impregnated eggs
With all these other Wills
God only knows who they are
They can be anything?
But it is always
Really nice
When you get what you want
Hit home
Re-enter the corporeal world
Inhabit the head space
And tune in for the ride
Don’t ask me how it’s done
Bugger if I know!
I just keep
Repeating and forgetting is a continuous cycle
Until you corporeal organisms
Can’t hack it anymore
Sounds pointless I know?
Almost makes you want to believe in the soul?
I usually make it a rule
only one big delusion per life time
It’s simpler
Less work for me
Although the dialogue gets repetitive
There I go again
Being repetitive!
Some habits you can’t break
But I have forgotten
Which ones?
Ahh well
that’s WILL for you