Tables

 

Table 3 Window seat - centre

 

He

Bracers

A pink bow tie

Previously long hair

Basin cut to a uniform length

Swaying above the neck

He was out to impress

 

She

Emerald green

Strapless number

Badly dyed pink hair

Unwashed

uncombed

Simply tied in a knot

Fraying

 

She really cared??

 

He

Excited

Couldn’t keep her hands off her

One hand

In the small of her bare back

The other

The top of the knee

nudging

The emerald green silk dress

Slightly down

Off the locked knees

 

He

Beer drinking nervously

 

From a glass no less?

 

She

Campari

Just wetting the ruby lips

 

He

Afraid

Talking in stucco

Flipping his locks

 

She

Watching every nuance of his animated face

His nervous laughter

His grimaces

The darting tango of his eyes

Flashing glances

 

He

Flicking his bracers

 

To emphasis a point

 

Gesticulating

Faned animations

A performance

 

As he really cares

 

She

Laughing

at each gesture

catching

the fleeting lighting strikes of his eyes

silvery white

blue

 

like jumping whitebait

licking her lips

 

He

Upright

Shoulders back

Touching

 

Wanting to go further

 

She

Throwing both arms

Over the winged chair

Flashing her shaven

Naked under arms

 

Beautiful

 

Thrusting her breasts

Forward

Upward

In defiance of gravity

 

Mountains that he is yet to climb

 

She

Leaning

Touching his arm

Her gaze

Hoping to arrest

His gyrating

Bobbing head

 

As he dives for a selfie

 

He

Hair flicks

Flagellating his temples

red

Eyes flick

Not having the courage

To look

To engage

To risk?

 

The intimacy of inner sight

 

He

Agitated with the knife and fork

 

The chilling

 

scraping china shrill

Licking his knife and fork

With a languid tongue

 

Being accustomed to eating with both hands

 

But

He is trying to impress!

He wants her more than ever

 

The fish are jumping

 

She

Crosses

Then uncrosses her legs

With each

Casting of the arms

Over the wings of the chair

In perpetual motion

 

Laughing

Engaged

Yet

Intent

 

She

each course

Feeding her hunger

 

wants him more than ever

 

she

reaches out through the frenzy

her hand cupping his bristled cheek

running into his hair

 

stilling the beast

 

eyes lock

words run

collapse

into a mashed heap of silence

 

wet

amorphous

shapeless

 

poignant

 

She

Her green eyes

Purring

 

Take me

Take me

 

NOW

 

He

Taking her hand

Kisses the palm

Then

Leaning over

Kisses her cheek

Whispering in her ear

 

In slow motion

He she

charm

In silent communion

 

 An entransed rapour

 

abandon the table

 

The sun

Irradiating the camperi

 

red

 

 

Table 12 Side banquet table

 

Apologising to the diners

As they push

Wade

Woddle

 

Ricocheting

Pin balling

 

past each table

On the way to the reserved banquet table

 

The two very fat daughters

Lower themselves into the facing chairs

Enveloping the two chairs in flesh

 

Their heads

Bobbing like corks

On a gelatinous quivering mass

 

Jostling their chairs

To avoid the implied intimacy

of the rubbing

Touching

overlapping

skirts of flesh

 

As their resplendent parents

Emerge from the daughters wake

Sliding into the banquet seating

 

Backs to the wall

 

Pushing

shoving the table back and forth

To accommodate their collective girths

 

The Father

Pulls the table tight against his pink shirt

Pinning his stripped blue silk tie to his corpulent torso

 

By way of contrast

 

The daughters

In response to the formal nature of the occasion

 

Both wore black and white canopies

 

Finally!

bring their chairs to rest

 

The table now being stable

 

the Mother

 

the banquet seating being low

 

regains her authority by lifting her ample breasts onto the table

 

in a blatant attack

 

mesmerising the room

in her vertically stripped

giddying

black and white dress

 

the strips widening

in their attempt to arrest

the expanding

rolling

ballooning breasts

as they come to a relieved halt on the table 

 

The Father

In his

taking the family out to dinner outfit

 

An obvious occasion

 

did not look like a DAD

 

The daughters

Not wishing to unbutton themselves in full view of their parents

Were indolently restrained

Sticking to water

 

With conspiratorial glances

 

The father

Lashing out

 

has a beer

 

The Wife

With her slipping horn-rimmed glasses

only arrested by a mole on the side of her nose

Studies the menu

 

Ordering a shandy

 

Wiping

Crinkling the table cloth

With her sliding

pendulant breasts

As she addresses each daughter

 

in a very pointed fashion

in relation to the merits and consequences of each dish

 

a quiet

forced respectability

follows

 

in this

stilted conversation

the unease

is pulpable

 

like dry ice

it flows to the floor

heavy

a fog of apprehension

rolling over the diner’s legs

the diner’s

sensing the chill of unease

turn knowingly

in the direction of the banquet table

the recognition ripples across the restaurant

 

the arrival of the food

enlivens the table

 

pushing the breasts overboard

 

the Mother’s stature

visibly dropping

sinking into the seat

 

the authority completely gone

 

the waiter

 

circumnavigating the daughters

 

leans on one leg

to airdrop the dishes onto the table

 

recovers his balance

 

one hand behind his back

bows into the foursome

 

delivering

a rapid fire description of each dish

 

to a gallery of

silent

quizzical

perplexed looks

 

the waiter

sensing the apprehension

 

Nods respectfully

 

Escaping the ensuing embarrassment

Of witnessing

the forensic prodding of each dish

 

The Mother

Smiles approvingly

Ushering in a respectful pause

 

before the feeding frenzy begins

 

Pushing this way

Then that

The chairs

Scrapping on the timber floor

As each heaving, bulbous arm

with chubby

painted fingers

extending the reach

Fumbling each morsel

 

On its journey into darkness

 

Leaving syrupy trails on the crisp white table cloth

 

An abstract testament

 

Weaving a web of connection

 

The only visible connection      

 

In this archipelago of family isolation

 

 

Table 23 Corner left

 

Two figures

 

isolated

 

The Mother

 

Grey haired

Hunched

With a shaking left hand

 

In a conspiratorial hunch

 

physically pained

In a tailored

expensive

steel grey suit and pearls

 

The daughter

 

Clean

But modest attire

leaning attentively

With weary eyes

 

Selective words

 

Almost on her knees

 

In a benediction of devotion

 

 

Seldom spoke

 

Reflective nodding

Dropping eyes

 

Deflecting hope

 

The daughter

Intently

trying to communicate

 

Feels proximity matters

 

Her right hand fiddling

 

Distractively

 

with her long pendulant ear ring

 

As it chimes against her jutting rigid jaw

 

Straining to read

To hear

Her parental utterances

 

Through the imperceptible motion of her mother’s lips

 

Fatigued

The daughter’s hand

cups her face

her eyes fixed

now

 

in a bored stare

 

growing tired of her finial duty

this pointless exercise

 

of a dinner with her Mother

 

the dishes

fanned before them in a ceremonial flourish

 

a brief inaudible delivery

 

a forced smile to the waiter

his only reward

 

the wine

hardly touched

the food

 

sparrow picked

 

in a distracted

disinterested manner

 

 the price of pleasing Mother comes high

 

the daughter

labours on

in a slow

intense

structured monologue

 

the gravitas

 

etched on her face

the folded brow

the tight lipped

paced

delivery

both

silently

nodding

 

in total disagreement

 

the Mother

immovable

in the presence

of her daughter’s pain

 

now distort

 

eyes welling

chewing her lip

in a total collapse

 

into bewilderment

 

abruptly stands

pushing the screeching chair across the timber floor

 

turning heads

 

her hand

momentarily

following the curve of her resplendent belly

smoothing her smock

 

the daughter

 

slowly at first

then

gathering conviction

races across the floor

out into the street

 

in full flight

 

tears

splashing on the timber floor in a glossy wake

 

the Mother

 

stunned

 

mute

transfixed

in her grey hair

impeccably

motionless

 

reaches for the glass of wine

trembling

splashing wine in the direction of her lips

 

shaken

 

replacing the glass

mopping the cascading red stains

dabbing the lips

 

dazed

fumbling for her purse

 

alone

 

Table 16 Prime centre window seat

 

She

 

Obviously older

Short cropped

Bleached white hair

 

All in tailored black designer attire

 

Swaying ear rings

Jostling to keep up with the emphatic

Affirming statements

Sparkling

Intelligent eyes

 

Wry smiles

 

To this handsome young Dane

Fired across the table

over the wreckage of their shared meal

 

He

 

Upright

Aware that he is being groomed

 

Animated

 

Engaging

Conversational

In a stammering accented English

His wispy beard

Hardly convincing

 

She

 

Relaxed

Laying into the chair

With the occasional raising of the finger to the lips

 

A gentle bite

Increasing the intensity

 

He

Smiles

Disarmingly

 

Both

Completely unaware of their surroundings

 

The tutor and the student

Spar

 

The matriarch

 

Setting the scene

 

Spinning the spell

Dictating the pace

Ordering the wine

Pouring his

 

Dimpled smiles

 

To the intelligent repartee

Of this very earnest young man

As he parry’s

Dodges

Dips

defences

Shuffles

retreat

 

She

 

Waves the waiter in

Pays the bill

Always listening intently

To the resplendent young male

 

she rises

 

petite

diminutive

 

He jumps

 

unfolding to his full height

A giant among men

Towering over the elfin tutor

 

She

 

walks to the door

 

He

 

Like a prancing puppy

Rousing a cheer from a group table as they pass the function room

Fellow students

Laughingly

mocking their exit

 

together

 

He falters

Embarrassed

Pauses

Light heartedly deflecting the ribald comments

 

She

Walks resolutely on

 

He jokingly responds

Then shuffles out the door in pursuit

 

Striding to catch the elfin effigy

 

 

No table Bar stool

 

Dressed in all black

He strode past the wait to be seated sign

 

The waiter behind the bar yelling

 

Sir can I help you?

 

He

 

I will have dinner at the bar

 

Not even looking at the waiter

Pointing directly ahead to the rapidly approaching bar stool

 

He’s new

 

Literally climbing onto the bar stool

 

it was that high

 

Adjusting the stool to face the familiar water view

Flicking his eye brows at the usual waiter across the restaurant floor below

With a smile of recognition

She smiled

 

A quiet familiarity

 

Coming over

Casually leaning on the bar

She chats and asks what he would like tonight

 

Being a creature of habit

He was tempted to have what he had last night

The lamb

 

which was excellent by the way

 

She

Recommended the king fish

 

Her favourite

 

He

 

Normally only had one dish

 

With cheese and their baked bread to follow

With one glass of pinot noir

The one she recommended

he loved it

 

He

 

Tonight

Being a very special night

I will splash out

What would you recommend to follow?

 

She

 

the pork side with Kim chi

 

Being Korean

A traditional combination

That she loved

 

He

Convincingly nods

 

Asked for a recommendation of a local Pino Gris for the Kingfish

With the usual Pinot Noir with the pork

And again

with the cheese to follow

 

It is indeed a special night

 

She

Brings the water over

 

What’s the occasion?

 

He

 

It is my very last night here!

 

With an air of sombre finality about it!

 

Not wishing to pry

 

She

 

Surprised by his tone

 

That’s a shame

 

She returns with the wine

Continuing to pour past the standard drink mark

 

She

Eyes dancing

Drink it quickly before anyone notices!

For good luck!

 

She adds in a conspiratorial manner

grinning

 

Under orders

he continues to reduce the level to the standard drink mark

 

Nonchalantly looking forlornly out to sea

 

She is busy

So

all the food arrives via other hands

Efficiently as always

 

Sitting

 

In the silence of his own internal dialogue

He

Poised

Aloof

always alone

the familiar stranger in black

 

Is suddenly visibly emotional

 

Eyeing welling

The moonlight dancing off the water

 

This is my last meal here

 

Finishes the last glass of wine

With a determined gesture

 

A full stop

 

She

 

Comes over

 

He

 

Not looking at her

Pays the bill

 

Leaving a large tip

 

She

Watches him walk to the door

 

Surprised

 

Beams

Thankyou

 

Her eyes

saddening

Concerned

unsettled

 

He abruptly turns back

 

Unusually

Putting his hand on her shoulder

 

Thank you

for all your company and welcome advise

It meant a lot more to me than you know!

 

He

 

determined

Strides out of the restaurant

 

She

Confides

To the bar tender who knew him

 

He said it is his last time here?

He has been coming for years?

A bit of a character?

 

His solitary bar stool

Assumes a presence over the ensuing days

 

She

Feels an unexplained loss

 

One week to the day

 

The bar tender

 

Sliding from behind the bar

When she came in for his night shift

Takes her aside

 

You know the regular guy in black?

 

She nods

 

He committed suicide immediately after he left last week!

 

Head dropping as she ties her apron

 

A silent tear runs

Falls

Into

The finality of a splash

 

A testament of the known over the unknown